It sucks when you work really hard on something your whole life. Your whole life is leading to these moments, and you keep constantly getting told you’re not good enough. Maybe not directly and with those words. It sucks so bad when you know you deserve something just as much as someone else does and it’s practically handed to them. It’s hard not to feel envious or jealous or angry.
I always think to myself how grateful I am that I’m not obsessed with One Direction. Like…is that just me? It’s just I see how much time these girls invest in them and it just makes me feel bad for them. It’s just so much time.